TO STEVEN PARKER:I\'m so sorry...please just give me one last chance to at least explain it to you. i know you hate me right now. I know you want nothing to do with me and you probably never want to speak to me again. But my feelings for you have not changed, and they never will. I meant it when i said forever, no matter what. I won\'t stop fighting for you, i promise. I just hope you\'ll still be there in the end. I don\'t want to lose you. You are my world, you\'re my everything and so much more. Please if you could ever trust me again with anything, trust me with that. Trust me when i tell you i love you---YOU and i don\'t want anybody else... :\'(((