To: GEORGE MICHAEL NEUBERGERHappy Birthday! (January 2008)
Although it has been about 20 years since we last spoke, I think of you often and miss our friendship and long talks. If I knew then what I know now, I would have worked through our differences instead of running from them. I hope the years have been kind to you and wish you much happiness and joy.
Happy New Year
Messages sent Wednesday, February 21, 2007 3:12 pm
To: DAMIAN J NEUBERGER ...2416 COVERT RD GLENVIEW, IL 60025I have been looking all over for you.
Please send me an email at sshiel At cox.net
I do hope this is not going to scare the shit
out of you. If so, read this in the bathroom.
I love you so much. I have miss you so much.
To: MARK J NEUBERGER ...1395 5TH ST DELTA, CO 81416It's been a year since you left, you probably already know that.
I just wanted to say I have missed you every day. There hasn't been a day when I have not thought about you. My life is forever changed by your life and your death. I have loved you since the day I was born and I will love you FOREVER! I miss your face. I miss the sound of your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss your arms around me. I miss everything so much! I still find it very hard to believe your not coming home. You are so much a part of me. Your are the stupid grin on my face. Your are the tears in my eyes. you are my love, my life. When the forces that be are ready I will see you again. I love you Stanley with all my heart and soul.
To: MARK J NEUBERGER ...1395 5TH ST DELTA, CO 81416I wonder if they have internet where you are. I miss you. I still expect you to come home, I suppose I always will. They tell me your not coming home but I just can't beleive that. They say I need to move on but I can't, I don't want to, I don't know how. YOU are the love of my life. Till death do us part was not supposed to come so soon. We were supposed to grow old together, rocking on the porch swing watching our grandkids play in the yard. You had so much to do here. I know you needed to go but I am not ready. I still need you!
I tell Brooke and Kyra about you all the time. The fridge is covered with your pictures and we look at them everyday. "Thats my Papa Brooke says. She asks sometimes when your coming home. I tell her you can't. she asks, he workin? I just hug her. She is so great. I wish you had gotten to know her better, Kyra, Baili and Talan too. They are all great kids. Shannon has a hard time with your being gone.
I know it's really stupid to be writting to you but hey, you just never know! maybe heaven was wireless!
I LOVE you Stanley and I miss you so much.
To: MARK J NEUBERGER ...1395 5TH ST DELTA, CO 81416Call me crazy but I find it comforting to write here to you. I have a journal to write to you in but knowing yu'll never read it makes it hard for me to write in. I know, crazy cuz your most likely not able to read this either but one never knows! So any way, what did you think of the party? SO many people! I think there were as many people at the funeral and the after party as there were at our wedding! and we had just as much fun! Everyone laughed and cryied and talked about you. So many people love you. Andy was there. He cried the most I think. He really hates what happened between the two of you. He was telling me he'ld been up on the mesa fishing the day before and he said he couldn't get you off his mind. weird huh. I gave him all your fly tying stuff. He promised to teach the girls to tie flies if they ever want to learn.
I am sorry I hung up on you that Saturday night. If I would have known what was going to happen I would have toalked to you all night long. I also would not have left for vacation Sunday morning. I hate that I wasn't there with you. I should have been there... if only I'd known. I want you to know that I know what you did Saturday and i am not angry with you. I think you knew this is what would happen and i think thats what you were hoping for. I understand that. I am sorry I couldn't fix things for you. I wanted to. I wanted so much to make you all better. I love you. I have loved you since the day I was born... I will love you forever, if you know nothing else, KNOW that!
To: MARK NEUBERGERI am so bored! Lately I can find much satisfaction in much of anything, except dancing. and i only get to do that once every couple weeks or so. My job is, weel, not much more than a paycheck and we both know how I like more than that. and home, well, thats just nuts! martin won't leave... Savannah and the girls are there and Kimmy is there and Savannahs friend Stacy, who I said could stay a couple days. That was 3 weeks ago! I don't want to be at work and I don't want to be at home. I am almost starting to feel depressed and I hate that feeling. I haven't felt like this since I quit the drugs!!! I used to feel very content with my life, happy even. Now I find myself wondering if this is all there is and thinking it's not enuf. God! I wish you were here!There's never a dull moment when your around! I guess I need to find that something more I am looking for but I don't really know what that would be, where to find it or when I would find time to look!
I best go, Diane is on her way back, I can see her walking this way. I LOVE YOU! and miss you SOOOO much!
long lost dad i dont think i spelled last name right but just sound it out! my name is Sammie-Jo Neuberger i live in the u.s ny
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